Wednesday, December 24, 2014
Saturday, October 25, 2014
Saturday, September 20, 2014
Tuesday, July 8, 2014
Thursday, May 22, 2014
Monday, May 19, 2014
actually, apa yg aku rasa sekarang.. dengan kesalahan aku tu.. why, some people act like~ ermmm.. why? tak boleh terima langsung aku buat camtu? terus pulaukan aku? ape ni? siapa diorang ni nak judge aku? terus letakkan aku serendh-rendah manusia? ok then, I take it as a challenge.. there is one pak ustaz bash aku n kawan aku habis-II kat fb.. betul ke cara awak nak tegur tu? betul? dengan malukan kami? thanks a lot, i hope Allah can gv u rewards for your good intention.. but, is that the right way? come on.. jahil-II aku pon takde laa sampai macam tu.. dan the rest. why? sebab hang bertudung litup? aku terbukak sekejap, hang terus pandang aku macam perempuan zaman jahiliah.. camtu?
for your information, aku ade kawan sejak sekolah.. yes, she's wearing hijab whenever she wants. but we hv never treated her like the way you all do.. seriously.. with her outfits, i guesses if she is one of us now~ i could bet that you'll dump her like a bitch!!!!
Thursday, May 15, 2014
* Thanks for being here with me when I need you *
* Thanks for being my morning, my afternoon, my evening and my night *
* Thanks for keep on telling me that you love me *
* Thanks for letting me celebrate your birthday for the third year of knowing each other *
* Thanks for accepting me the way I are, my slackness, my weakness, my bad and my behaviors *
* Thanks for expressing your anger, egos, stressful and passion towards me *
* For every single things that you gave, million of thanks. but I have nothing in return *
It may sound so lame if I keep on telling the same thing about out past, about how do we met and about how we can be in this serious relationship. I dont have to remind you my dear, I know you still remember every moments of us :) last but not least!!
Wednesday, May 14, 2014
Monday, May 12, 2014
Tuesday, April 22, 2014
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.. assalammualaikum wbt..
minggu yg hectic. #eh.. hahhaa minggu test 2.. satu paper dah jawab.. it was Pathology. Guess what??? tak study pon. Arghh good job farah :3 redult test satu teruk kot! sampai bila nk mainmain.. ermm actually bukan main. Yes bukan mainmain.. cuma diri sendiri ni, tk tenang. Stress.. sebab ape? sebab lelaki.. sounds stupid huh? aku mengaku. Buatpa nk stress pasai mereka.. mcm bengong jaa.. oklaa.. lets begin now..
Last month, i met someone. I didnt know him and he didnt know me either. And suddenly, he confessed that he fell in love with me for the first time. Seriously i cant believe it. Ni bukan zaman purba lagi, ke camne? Beriye nak ajak aku kawen.. he's 28 and im just 21. i was thinking, im still young to get married. Yes, too young! tak matang lagi. Hahaha he was like.. forcing me.. yes i feel like i hv been forced to marry him. No way man! let me decide what d best for my own future. Eventho aku sendiri tktau apa yg betul ape yg tak *ayat mcm budak belom mumayyiz* aku paham, dia punya umur.. hahaha must quick to get married. But, if he want to do so please pick up someone else. Not me, totally it shouldnt be me!
At the beginning, aku rase mcm wow! ade org ajak aku kawen. Im so excited! excited je, not more than that. Theres difference between excitation and acceptance. Get me guys? so please dont get misunderstand with my statement. Plus, and now. Everything changed! i dont hv intention to say this. But.. i should say it out loud!! its so.. aku tk suka.. the way he treat me. Aku tk suka.. wehh, we hv nothing laa. Just dont be too good to me. Plus, if now he cant understand my student life, how would he understand me after marriage?? tkkan nak msg 24 hrs. Please laa, aku ade kelas, ade assignment, ade aktivity ade itu ade ini! seriously, i cant take it anymore.. aku rase aku da beritahu yg aku tknak kawen time belajar. Yes im so sure, i hv told him already.. seriously aku rase aku dipaksa.. blerghhh :3
Tu satu masalah, and another one. Ade budak fakulti aku pon propose aku. Gilaa! semua serius.. but guys for your info. Im not ready to have any commitment as a wife.. yes i dont want to get married laa! muda lagi, masih nk enjoy. Masih jauh pjalanan nak kejar cita2.. and the most important thing, aku tk mampu nk bukak hati ni untuk lelaki lain.. sorang je.. mr. Sharezza :) my rezza.. okok eventho skang dah tkde apeape. Takpela, fikir positif.. menyayangi tk bmakna memiliki.. haahaa *jiwangnya* tak kesah laa.. aku pun tahu.. takkan laa dia nk kt aku lagi.. dah bnyak kali aku buat dia.. buat dia kecewa.. kan, so i desrve to be like this.. its ok, its so alright.. aku nk tunggu dia.. tkpe, kalau dia tknk aku dah pn tkpe.. yg aku tahu, i love him.. sampai bilabila.. hahahah miang nya.. nak tgk dari jauh je :)
the end. Hahaa
Tuesday, April 15, 2014
I have never asked to be in this situation,
I have never asked to be in the middle of two,
I hope I can find the way out,
I hope I can just fly out of their minds,
Doubting of the sincerity,
Dissatisfying of the courtesy,
How would I be the right person,
If in the past I were not belong to them..
In just three days,
I will probably make a big mistake,
Mistake of deciding for the future,
Taking me away from the right path,
I am heading to His Jannah,
Love that belong to Him,
Chance to feel the true love,
Being loved for dunia wal akhirah,
May Allah ease everything!
Thursday, April 10, 2014
coretan hati menjadi santapan,
hanya mengharapkan satu keajaiban,
keajaiban dari si Pencipta yang maha Esa..
jalan yang lurus,
jalan yang membawa ku jauh daripada landasan,
jalan yang diredhaiNya,
mahupun jalan kemurkaan,
manakah pilihan hati,
biar sekali terpilih,
tiada berpatah balik..
mungkin dorongan dan sokongan diperlukan,
bantuan si perasa asam garam terdahulu ditagih,
biar sekali merana,
jangan pilihan memberi seribu satu kesengsaraa,
bantulah hambaMu yang kerdil ini..