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Saturday, October 25, 2014

Kita Diamkan Je :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Assalammualaikum wbt..

People changed. Everything changed. Even if u claimed, that u will never change. But one fine day, u will.. hahaha mulalah tu nk mengarut.. well, I'm all alone now. Staying alone in a room, in a house, in a wing and in a block I guess.. bahaha perasan sgt letuw~ and now, tinggal sehari je nak habiskan midsem break. I was doing nothing this holiday.. okay laa, jumaat until selase I was having a camp for juniors, being a facilitator kau~ hebat tk? and what did I get from the camp? yehaaa, muka yg hitam legam! well said, aku pon tk sanggop nak pandang diri sendiri dekat cermin.. kahkahkah and there's only one thing that I can say abt the camp, HAVOC!!! tersangat best sebenarnya.. eventho at first, feeling sooooo stress~ tk cukup tidur, penat, lapar.. sesemua laa~ but at the end of the day, dapat mcm-II lessons (cehhhh)

ok, tuka topik plak.. sekarang, aku punya life dah lain.. sebab ape? sebab roommate aku dah buakn kawan aku.. yet she said, imma good friend.. she loved to be friend with me once.. ONCE~ but now, everything changed. bila? when she started to ignore me, treated me like i was nothing.. like i have no pride, lose of respect! sorry to say.. aku tersangat terkilan, terhina and sedih.. yups, salah kecik yg aku buat yet she treated me like a piece of shit. memang, pakaian tk menggambarkan hati seseorang..biarlah aku yg dipandang keji oleh golongan alim ulamak sekalipun, tapi ibu ayah tk ajar aku tk hormat perasaan org lain~ jangankan hubungan dengan Allah je elok, tp dengan manusia? sorry to say, i won't forget what she did. terhina! its okay my dear, i'll show u what i have.. u asked for it.. we'll see how we will survive this three more years..

again, orang yg sama. buat aku rasaa down.. again, pasal MPIV.. aku tahu, aku memang TAK LAYAK nak ikut korang buat program agama, buat program ilmu, sebab apa? sebab aku tk mcm korang.. kan? dari first year aku dilayan macam smpah.. depan-II kau buat aku macam sampah! teruk sangat ke aku? yes, people won't understand for what the shit i'm talking about.. its about HER who treated perempuan yg tak pandai ilmu agama mcm aku, as piece of crap! kekadang aku terfikir, kenapa ada manusia yg macam ni? sebab apa? mungkin sebab da sure masuk syurga or something? sokey, aku tk salahkan kau~ mungkin salah aku sebab tk reti ilmu agama macam KAU! 




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