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Friday, January 13, 2012

unintended - muse

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
She could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

a thousand years - christina perri

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Thursday, January 12, 2012

excited pulokk aku menengoknye..

Doctor of Veterinary Medicine (DVM)

Admission Requirements

A.   General Requirements
  1. Passed SPM 
     
  2. Credit in Bahasa Malaysia at SPM or its equivalent
     
  3. Passed MOE Matriculation/UM Foundation Studies in Sciences/UTM Foundation Year with at least CGPA 2.00

    OR
    Passed STPM with at least 
    Grade C in General Paper and  
    Grade C
     in two other subjects.

  4. Have taken Malaysian University English Test (MUET)
     
B.   Special Requirements of the Programme
  1. Life Sciences Matriculation

    a)    Obtained at least CGPA 3.500; and
    b)    Passed at least with B+Grade in Biology at MOE Matriculation/
           UM Foundation Studies in Sciences/UTM Foundation Year and
           
    credit in Chemistry at SPM level, and
    c)    Passed at least with B+ Grade in Chemistry at MOE
           Matriculation/ UM Foundation Studies in Sciences/
           UTM Foundation Year and credit in Biologi at SPM level.
     

     
  2. Sijil Tinggi Pelajaran Malaysia (STPM)

    a)    Passed at least with B+ Grade in Biology at STPM/A-Level and
           
    credit in Chemistry at SPM/O-Level, and
    b)    Passed at least with B+ Grade in Chemistry at STPM/A-Leveland
           
    credit in Biology at SPM/O-Level, or
    c)    Passed in such practical tests prescribed in any of the subjects
           in 2(a) and 2(b).
     
C.   Equivalent Qualification
 
      Diploma in a suitable field from UPM or other recognized institutions.

 
D.   Other Requirements
  1. Fluent in Bahasa Malaysia
     
  2. At least 17 years old during admission year
     
  3. Good health record
     
  4. Fulfill other requirements by the University
     
E.   Non-Malaysian Candidates

      Include recommendation from at least two (2) referees

dah jumpa apa yang patut !!

ape kejadahnye kan? hahaa.. yess, akhirnya aku jumpe apa yang aku nak.. apa yang aku perlu buad, apa yang aku perlu capai.. untuk mak ayah aku jugak.. seriously, harapan mak ayah aku yang diletakkan pada aku mang satu tanggungjawab terbesar yang penah aku pikul.. even aku neh nampak ksuke maen2, happy go lucky.. tp sape tau dalam aty aku neh macam nak meletop.. perghh.. bila aku pk an harapan mak ayah aku, aku jadik takut.. takut aku tk dapat realisasikan impian doang. and now, aku hanya mampu berusaha sebaik mungkin dan ditambah dengan doa agar ALLAH mempermudahkan urusanku. memang besar harapan mak ayah aku.. oke, dorang nak aku jadik DOKTOR VETERINAR. oke, for y'll information, nak amek degree in veterinar neh ukan senang.. pointer mesty 3.75 and above. so, mang susa.. skang aku da abes sem 2 and nak masuk sem 3.. sem 1 aku tkde laa teruk mane kot. tp still tkpat menjamin yang aku pat amek vet.. sem 2 pnye result tk lame g kua.. aku just mampu berdoa je.. but, aku mang toltol nak amek vet.. minat.. ape yang aku nak, t aku abes blaja da ade title DOKTOR depan name aku.. DOKTOR FARAH.. tak ke best tuh?? aishh..
lau d fikirkan, mang sonok sangat laa.. tp wat mase neh aku takot  tk dapat capai apa yang mak ayah aku hajat.. since bapat aku now at hospital, aku kene sedar. aku kne refleksi diri cket.. fikir! bapak aku mesti gembira lau aku dapat apa yang dea nak.. apa yg aku nak jugak.. kan? from now on, aku kene usaha lebih cket.. tinggalkan laa sumesume yang aku ade skang.. SUSAH DAHULU PENDAPATAN, SUSAH KEMUDIAN TKDE GUNENYE.. ahaha.. 
in fact, MUET puns da kua resultnye. alhamdulillah.. i've got an excellent enough laa.. walaupuns tk seberapa kott.. wkaka.. entaa laa.. but i'm so happy with mine.. 
yang paling penting, as long as aku tkpat gelaran DOKTOR ue, aku tk an pandang kiri kanan.. ahaha.. [kecuali time melintas]

tenguk2 laa tempat yang aku nak masuk sangat!!!

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

langit tak selalu nye cerah..

from the the title.. yes.. mesti leh guess nape kan? exactly.. its all about me, my heart.. surely, what happened last night tinggalkan kesan NEGATIF dalam diri neh.. why? because i am an ORDINARY girl.. aku amek LANGKAH yang salah.. step yang aku atur, sume nye tak menjadik.. but from what was happening, aku belajar untuk lebih berhati-hati.. BERHATI-HATI memilih teman dan berfikir dahulu secara RASIONAL untuk memberikan perhatian yang sepatutnya kepada siapa.. 

mungkin aku rasa, aku buat something yang betul.. but at the end of the day.. its all end up just like that! its going to be my burden when my heart hurts like this.. seriously, sume orang akan TERASA HATI dengan bende neh.. walaupun aku tak de le baek mane, aku tahu aku maseh ade tempat untuk balek.. pulang kepadaNYA.. and now, the thing that i will do is to be more mature.. maybe, aku tak pandai berfikir or terburu-buru.. 

i admitted,  rase tuh datang tibe2 and the most annoying thing starts when aku mimpi DEA.. ahaha.. teruk! aku puns taknak.. lalala~ and aku realized that it was maianan tiidur yang nak jadikan aku LEKA! and great!! aku terPERANGKAP.. huhu.. how can i be such a stupid girl yeah? ouhh.. malu dohhh! tp tkpe, disebabkan aku tktau malu, CHILLEK je le.. anything can  happen.. ne tau aku de jodo nan ZIZAN.. wkaka.. 

and you, man! aku takkan mudah menyerah! takpe le lau aku jadik ANAK DARA TUA.. kene kawen pakse puns macam best je ala ala dalam NOVEL ue.. ahaha.. so, get out of my face!

Sunday, January 1, 2012

how to manage my stress??

ahaha.. meme le aku stress.. now until this THURSDAY, aku akan merebus kepale HOTAK aku yang dah jem neh belajar belajar and belajar.. even IN FACT, aku le yang paling PERAJIN membace buku dalam BILIK aku tuh.. HUARH HUARH HUARH.. faham faham le.. RAJIN pulak aku nak bukak buku kan? ntaa laa.. this time is totally different.. aku takde MOOD langsung nak bukak buku even though aku tau PREVIOUS PAPER aku hentam kromo je.. yes, i KNEW that! and now, aku REALIZE yang i need to do something which is to be the book's BESTFRIEND.. but, penyaket MALAS aku neh menjadik-jadik laa pulok.. and aku tau, lau aku tak bukak buku, i will never make it.. i can't do well.. so, that is the POINT.. aku malas - tak bukak buku - tersedar - resau - terfikir2 - tak dapat tdoe - mimpi ngeri and at LAST aku STRESS yang teramat.. adoi adoi adoi.. sengalkah aku ni? yes, i admitted.. buku aku sentiase BAWAK ke mane2.. nak SENTUH buku? opkos.. nak BUKAK buku? ouhh no.. its hard for me.. hah, sume neh mesty keje NYAMPRONG aku.. haha.. aku jadik MALAS + KUAT MAKAN.. hahaa.. terukkan? now da 2012.. kene laa bukak buku BARU kan? takkan nak gune buku 2011 aku even aku rase buku 2011 aku is better than all thing! so, WELCOMING 2012.. need to change myself.. lau semalam, 31 DECEMBER 2011 aku malas but 2 JANUARY 2012 aku da rajen! ahahah.. mane p 1 JANUARY 2012?? hmm, aku nak release TENSION and STRESS.. and find the solutions for my problems right now! hahaa.. HEBAT kan? eeuuwww~

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