Friendship.. (1st Chapter)

Bismillah.. Assalammualaikum..

Hi, ketemu lagi ye kita hahh.. anyway, tadi masa dalam kelas Genetics aku tersangat blurr.. even if I put 120% of focus dalam kelas tu pon aku tak pernah paham.. hakhak.. and for sure, bila test aku lagi lahh blurr, nyanyok pon menjadi-jadi.. cisss =..= actually, bukan tu yang aku nak cerita.. aku nak bukak cerita pasal FRIENDSHIP.. bukan cerita daripada MINAH (bukan nama sebenar) atau pon MANAF.. tapi this is my own experience.. terdetik nak bukak cerita macmni pasal semalam aku terbaca satu kisah sedih curator #MohonClash.. aku taktahulah kalau tu kebenaran mahupun khayalan semata-mata.. hihihi.. tapi yang aku nak cerita ni pasal benda betul laa.. cerita masa aku di bangku sekolah rendah lagi (ayat skema)..

Let's start with the first part of the story.. confirm laa anything happened in our lives mengikut kronologi.. heee.. masa aku tadika tumpang lima tahun, aku tersangatlah EKSITED nak ikut kakak aku (setahun tua daripada aku) pergi sekolah.. sebab dia tu gembeng, kalau pagi-II tu kompen menangis.. aku ni macam kental sikit laa, hahaha.. selalu nak back up dia.. kesian tengok dia.. huhuhu tapi one day yang aku tak sangka-II, ibu aku cakap.. "Farah, Farah tak payah sekolah lagi ye.. Farah susah bangun pagi" sambungnya lagi.. perghhh pedih hati aku waktu tu (cehh, berdrama pulak).. aku siyes beriya nak pergi sekolah, tapi mak aku pulak tak bagi.. apakah.. tapi memang salah aku, liat bangun pagi.. sayang bantal dengan katil.. hikhok ^^

and start daripada tulah, kemalasan untuk pergi sekolah membuak-II dalam diri aku.. sebab aku cakap dalam hati *kalau ibu dah tak bagi aku pergi sekolah, sampai bebila pon aku tknak pergi sekolah*.. ngehngeh alahai budak umur 5 tahun, manalah tahu.. tapi.. masalah nampak ketara masa aku masuk tadika 6 tahun.. serius aku selalu tak datang.. kalau seminggu tu, sehari je datang.. *like a boss*.. sampai cikgu ROS (bukan nama sebenar) sound aku dedepan.. dia cakap, kalau selalu tak datang, berhenti je.. bbbbrrr.. kurang asam jawa cikgu.. dah cikgu tu bagi aku greenlight takpayah sekolah, aku hooray laa.. hihihii tapi aku pelik, aku tak sekolah pon terer ABC.. aku tengok budak tadika mak aku tu (tahun 2013 kini) bangang dia menjadi-II.. ABC pon tak kenal, nakal dia masyaALLAH.. mengucap panjang aku, kekadang rasa nak hagol je kepala sesorang kt dinding.. aku masa sekolah kemain takot dengan cikgu, rasa macam cikgu tu ghimau je.. hakhak dahdah, Astaughfirullah ==''

It's Totally Wrong

Aku tahu yang aku dah buat satu kesalahan besar.. memulanya tak sengaja, lepas tu memang salah aku.. arghhhh.. kenapa kenapa kenapa! aku tak patut babitkan diri dalam masalah magkuk 4 tingkat tu.. sebab aku memang takda kene mengena pon dengan diorang.. adoiii, sekarang bila aku dah terbukak cerita, habislah.. diorang dah baik kot! bila aku cerita tu confirm masalah timbul lagi.. YA ALLAH.. ampunkan dosaku :( terasa nak menangis.. yelaa.. aku bebetul tersepit dengan keadaan.. sebab salah aku.. 

alright, benda ni jadik ikut kronologi laa kan.. ade laa few weeks before, sorang kawan aku ni (A) cuba berbaik dengan aku.. sebab dia bermasalah dengan geng dia.. and i noticed that she got problems with the rest.. and i asked her.. she told me everything.. yelaa, dengar sebelah pihak je kan.. aku diamkan je.. tak berkesempatan nak tanya yang selebihnya.. oupsss, memang tak nak tanya.. sebab kang di cap as suka jaga tepi kain orang.. actually aku tak berkenan pon nak tahu, sebab they are non of my business since aku tk baik langsung dengan dorang.. 

berapa hari lepas tu, they managed to forget that thing.. buat macam biasa.. so oklaa kan.. tadi aku lepak dengan one of member A yang baik ngan aku dulu.. selalunya aku and yang lagi sorang ni memang open laa cerita masalh.. dah terbiasa.. aku pon terlepas cakap pasal A tu.. pheewww :3 tak sangka pulak mangkuk yang ni pergi canang kat yang lain.. yang lain pon dok sebok cari aku.. nak dengar dari mulut aku sendiri.. dah dorang tanya, aku cakap jelaa apa yang aku tahu.. even banyak lagi yang aku tak cerita, cuma aku tahu salah mana pon si A aku tak patut cerita benda tu sume kat mangkuk-II yang lain.. dan  sekarang, aku terasa macam aku ni pon mangkok.. aigoo!!

lepas ni, memang aku berjaga-II dengan mangkok mulut tempayan tu.. tak sangka, confirm selama ni apa yang aku cerita kat dia mesti sampai kat tuan punya badan.. sejak kawan dengan bebudak yang ehem ni, da lain macam da aku tengok.. hahahaha lantaklaa.. sekarang aku rasa macam nak mintak maaf kt A sebab memang salah aku.. dah bermulalah episod kutuk-mengutuk antara satu sama lain (dorang laa).. aku malas amik port.. cuma satu je yang aku tk berkenan, A ni suka nak control hidup orang.. kalau boleh, kau nak akwan dengan sapa, kau buat apa, kau makan apa, kau nak kawin dengan sapa semua tu pon dea yang nak rancang.. but sorry laa kalau nak try buat kat aku.. 

Aku dan Stress Berpisah Tiada

Asssalammualaikum..

Hi guys.. hurmmm, sabtu yang sangat tak best! Stress is everwhere.. start daripada semalam aku dah stress dengan paper ANATOMY.. sangat stress! Rasa macam sesia je apa yang aku revise tu.. 80 multiple choice questions and two esayys! Not exactly two.. each one ade pecahannya.. hurmmm.. tetiba rasa macam tak boleh nak carry on dengan course ni.. mashaALLAH.. wahai hati, besabarlahh.. plus, semalam aku stress pasal JPA.. hurmmm..

“ 15-11-2013 - Semakan Keputusan Penajaan JPA Bagi Program Ijazah Dalam Negara (PIDN) 2013

Adalah dimaklumkan bahawa tarikh semakan keputusan permohonan penajaan JPA di bawah Program Ijazah Dalam Negara (PIDN) bagi tahun 2013 akan diumumkan kelak. Sila semak laman ini dari masa ke semasa.

Sebarang kesulitan amat dikesali. Harap maklum.”

woi, aku ni hah yang kesal sangat dengan benda ni.. Bukan apa, dah setengah sem kot tunggu. Kalau dapat Alhamdulillah, kalau tk dapat at least takda laa aku nak berharap lama sangat.. hari tu postpone.. hari semalam postpone ag.. penat laa nak berdebar-II niii.. entahlaa, rasa macam tak boleh nak dapat je.. taktahu laa.. putus harapan dah aku ni.. kat twitter pon ade someone yang dok kecoh pasal JPA.. she’s like me.. second year student who tried for any chance.. but the way she talked, aku sangat tak suka.. result bajet gempakk *even memang gempak*.. tapi perlu ke nak bragging bagai.. macam nak lempang je.. “pointer aku 3.7++”.. euwww.. belagak ok belagak.. lagi laa buat aku stress.. dah tu siap cerita, dulu masa matrik cgpa lepas dah, tapi tk dapat jugak.. oklaa, part tu yang aku paling stress..

Malamnya pulak pasal uncle aku. Tak habis-II lagi rupanya. Entah apa yang dea tk puas hati sangat dengan bapak aku.. woii orang tua, bapak aku tu ORANG KURANG UPAYA! OKU tu abang kau, paham tak orang tua tk sedar diri? Fuhhh, meluap-II kemarahan aku bila baca post-II dea.. bukan tu je, siap labelled aku adik beradik as KURANG AJAR.. what d heck! Kau sapa nak label orang macam tu, PAKCIK aku pon bukan.. *sorry, aku tak mengaku manusia tak berakal macam tu as pakcik aku*.. belom ag keluar makcik aku yang mulut macam ******.. lagi dasyat.. depan kata lain, belakang.. ouhhh mak aii.. ceghangit mulot mengata orang.. tu pon sama tak sedar diri jugak.. dulu nganggor, kalau tak pakcik aku tolong dapatkan kerja sampai skang kau tak senang.. bila dah senang, punya lah berlagak!

Tambah lain pulak, pasal anak-II makcik aku.. semua pompuan.. well u know what i mean.. kalau dah perempuan tu, surely mulot pon jahat macam aku.. tapi yang ni lagilah pelik.. cakap belakang, maki hamun, bash orang semua kemain lagi.. bajet bagosss! Mentang laa orang senang.. nak ngata kami ni kurang ajar dengan pakcik-makcik.. ehhh, yang awak kurang ajar dengan kakak, mak n BAPAK sy tu apa nama dia? Oupps, tu BERSOPAN SANTUN ae? Terbaikkk.. bukan nak cakap apa laa, benda ni da lama jadik. Yang peliknya, selalu je ada yang jadik BATU API.. benda da settle kot.. susah kalau orang dah dudok terpencil dalam hutan seberang laut tu, seseuka hati nak make up story.. and cakap kita pulak yang tak tahu pape.. pakcikk.. kami semua dah besar, sekolah pon tinggi.. pehal pakcik nak bodoh-II kan kami ni? Kesian.. buatlaa dekat anak sedara yang bajet bagus tu.. dorang kan lembu.. senang kene tarik, kene tolak.. kalau suroh terjun gaung, ikut je.. hahahah.. apakah.. well, aku bukan cakap sesedap rasa *even if i know its mean!* tapi aku ade bukti.. hahah bijakkan aku?

 sorry la, bukan nak mengaibkan ke ape.. tapi bia ade bukti, tu PAKCIK aku yang post..so, be careful with everything that u're about to say..

Piece of Me :)

Assalammualaikum w.b.t..

Ouchhh, da lama gile tak post entry. Well, bila naik sem baru ni memang obviously busy dia berlipat kali ganda.. as what has been assigned, I got 7 lab and practicals in total for a week.. tak kira lagi buat kerja luar.. macam ape? Subject ethology.. ada study trip!  And yang penting, during my weekends! No way, I’m gonna miss my bed.. fuhhhh.. but what is the most important thing? Dah takda KOKO!! Jyeahhh.. 2 credit hours tu aku da buat past two semesters.. so rilek laa sikit.. and in your face laa for those yang tak amek koko sem lepas!! Wuuuu :3

Pejam celik pejam celik, aku dah start test 1.. the first test tu semalam (Khamis), paper ethology.. malam sebelum test tu, aku wat lek je.. siap main-II ag.. bukak nota, buat short notes, tapi nokhorom aku tak paham satu ape.. bahasa Inggeris dia mak aii.. hahaha, esoknya baru laa lincah kaduk nak hafal bagai =,= hahahah biasa laa.. university life! Study at the last minute (eleventh hour kate koww) and alhamduliilah, aku dapat bantai laa jawapan sume.. hahahah, Nampak tak permainannya kat situ.. and so-not-myself laa, aku keluar awal.. yeaaaahhhhaaa!!

And finish about ujian-thingy.. and we are counting down for our biggest event of the year! DOGATHON 2013!! I’m totally not under publicity division, and sorry for saying with a straight face.. aku Cleanliness Division.. well, it’s a good job guys.. tk kesa laa, janji boleh contribute something for that event! Just like the previous year, this is basically an annual event.. so its compulsory for each one of the vet-to-be! And yet, sangat-sangat best.. last year keje aku sangat busy.. under programmer division..

 so apa tunggu lagi, everyone is invited!

So, inilah aku yang sekarang..

this one was during ruminant practical.. kene tumbangkan lembu wehh! tapi sangat seronok.. and the upcoming lesson, kene buat rectal palpation :)

and for haters, please don't be so low-minded.. this is my job, well and yes.. we as vet, will cover the whole fields including swine production.. and Alhamdulillah, i got the chance to visit one of the swine farm in Sepang area.. and what i thought all this time is totally wrong.. the farm is quite clean.. what the best thing i've ever seen is the sow and the boar itself! it's really huge.. the sow brings about 10++ piglets alone.. wuuu :3 and each one of the piglets is so cute! no doubt guys, take a look at it by yourself once then u will know what i mean.. 

taddaaa.. and last word, don't judge someone by what she/he is doing.. coz u don't know what is their profession :)

It Starts in 3 2 1..

assalammualaikum.. hi peeps :) long time no see hah.. HAHAH.. okfine, broken habes =..= it's ok.. just back to the main point.. what is actually gonna happen? what is actually gonna start? yups, it seems like it did already happened to me.. yes! i'm in my second semester of being a vet student.. to be honest, it is a very interesting course to be in.. but deep in my heart, i am the only one who knows how it feels when u need to take a big responsibility.. hahaha.. ayat mengade-ngade pulakk..

alright.. here it goes.. as what i said in previous entry.. i've been accepted as a vet student.. jyeahhh!!! i was so happy.. why? because this is what my parents really want me to do.. and i'm glad as i can do what they want. for the past semester, it was full of suka dan duka.. theres so much thing to remember.. but being as a vet student, it makes me to open my mind.. widely!! i realized that this is a best opportunity to perform well.. jyeahh.. shine bright like a dimengggg!!

gambar kat atas ni, this is when we're doing our first time ever practical in Mini Zoo Kemaman.. it was so exciting!! seriously.. for y'll information, we were in group of six.. the one who was wearing t-shirt with purple in color is the one who has taught us a lot.. thanks Kak Ti :) there's someone left behind, the one who took that picture.. it's Bella

and we have 'Mektam' together with.. hmm.. i cant remember the name of the white horse =..= seriously.. we've been told by our lecturer in UPM that horse can't be easily handled by human.. they are unpredictable.. and yes.. when we deal with those creature, we really need to be extra cautious! hehe.. but, Mektam really gives us her cooperation.. we've got the opportunity to take her for a walk.. 

while doing our practical there, i was so happy and glad.. everytime i went for a visit to a place like this one.. i went for a visiting purpose, but this time.. it is totally different. people as a visitor looked at us.. we are as one of the staff at there.. we were wearing our uniform :) and i feel so proud of wearing it! because we are vet student!!

What's Wrong With Tomorrow?

assalammualaikum wbt.. hi guys.. again, i really have a lot of things to share.. it's all bout my life, and now yes.. i feel so upset because of what i got for my first test result.. it's nutrition course.. and fact, its quite hard and tough tho.. what can i say is that this is the extending course from the previous one (veterinary biochemistry).. as the conclusion, i found it was really really difficult to learn.. and now, i'm struggling for the second chance.. i will be seated for the re-test of that course tomorrow.. 

please, just pray the best for me. and i have two subject test tomorrow.. it's nutrition and english test.. i'm just hoping that i would have the free-feel and so relief feeling tomorrow.. i hope that i can do the best for the rest of semester.. it might be so cool if i can get a scholarship for the second year of studies.. i come from a moderate family and well of course it sometimes goes really bad according to my financial aspect. i can really see the difference between myself and them (who got any scholarship).. the way we spend our money is so different, what i ate, what i used.. they don't have the same thing as mine..

it is totally not meant like i want to be pampered by all those convenience.. but just imagine if i have to ikat perut and eat only once in a day (sometimes) or else twice in a day.. how suffer i am actually.. but, it will never affect myself from being so passionate girl to achieve what i dream.. i will study hard and achieve for the best cause i have the intention to continue my study in the oversea.. inshaALLAH :D